WE ARE BIG FAMILY SUPER JUNIOR & ELF :)

Count the heads. See the differences?

This post is about Super Junior as a group and a family, not Super Junior as 13. Just like everyone else, I feel really weak just by seeing them decrease in number of active members. But don’t you guys think they are the only group who make the stage look really empty with 8/9 men performing but still shine and as amazing as 13? I’m not really that obsessed with the number of members, but just like most ELF, I’m still hoping to see them complete again. I know it won’t be any time soon, years, more years and a lot more years from now, I hope I can see them as a whole group, standing on a single stage, performing just like it’s Don’t Don days and shining as one. 

Now that Heechul temporary left, Jungsoo will leave soon and the rest will follow. I’m proud, really damn proud of them. Both Heechul and Kangin are now doing their responsibilities as Korean men at the moment, and I seriously want to brag about it and scream to the entire world that 2 of my idols are in the army, serving their country. As an ELF, who wouldn’t be proud of them? 

We, together with the boys have been through a lot already for the almost 6 years of being together. Hate, antis, misunderstandings and few more huge twists that did made our trust in each other grew stronger. Once you get in, once you’ve learned to love them, there’s no turning back since there’s no way out. It’s hard to be their fan, it’s painful. Being an ELF is like you are seated in a rollercoaster ride, but you sat there without knowing what kind of ride it will be. We smile together, cry together, laugh together and at the end of the day, you will realize what a beautiful relationship we have with the boys.

I seriously have no idea what made me do this post, but all I know is I support them not just as Super Junior, but individually as well. I don’t mind seeing them perform with half the number since no matter what happens, I will scream their names and support whoever is on stage to represent the 13 men we knew. Besides, no matter what the number is, we promised to support Super Junior as a group, and we know that in this fandom, love is heavier than any number. 3, 7, 8, 10, 12, 13, 15. No matter what the number is, I support all of them in whatever path they choose to take in the future. 

Choosing them and loving Super Junior is something I will forever be proud of. All the memories I have in my head will surely be shared to my children years from now. And if ever my future spouse will get jealous with the amount of love I have for these men, I will give him a punch in the face. :)